Snow White & Legolas Love Affair

Let me begin this with an apology to everyone. I am not even sure if this article would be appropriate for this site. I hope this would not bring any trouble to anyone. I just noticed that no one has ever done this thing in this shared online journal. I wanted to become different in some particular way but as much as possible I would try not to lose the essence of this site. This still has something to do with a dormer’s personal experiences and perhaps an activity, lovesome activity in the dormitory.

I was associated in an exclusive sexual relationship when I entered this freshman dormitory. We were thousand miles away from each other. So I have to make ways to endure the long distance like constant communication. I did not care about the phone bill. LOL. I thought it was just easy as reminding ourselves how much we were so in love. I never expected that it would be more difficult if you are confined in a paradise filled with female deities. Yeah, you’re right. What would you expect if you are residing in the House of Glamour? Of course, you would be forced to live with very effective mantraps, ladies that would make our pants hot.

I met this girl. We had the same future goals. I have not even felt even once that there is a gulf between the both of us. Without the gulf of ambition, we were like growing together. When she is around, I really feel better. I love how we learn new things everyday and take daily walk around the campus. She really was like a sweet song of the lark. She is the soul mate I have always dreamed about. She is… Let us just keep her name a secret or better call her ‘Baleleng’ (na sa kanya, ako’y nahuhumaling). My goodness, My word. Haha, To those who know her, please stop wagging your tongues. Chew the Fat. Dish the Dirt. Shoot the Breeze.

I really treasure our moments together. That slightest touch which lingers in my skin, it feels like an angel caressing me from within. That tingling feeling seeing those cute little eyes sparkling, Oh My GOD, she’s really the apple of my eyes. My day isn’t complete without a glimpse of her. I even grab those little opportunities of spending time with her in the mini library – studying our lessons together; doing our assignments together; discussing our reports together; ONLY me & her TOGETHER. It is in these moments that little-evil-thoughts were playing in my mind. Damn! I was so tempted to close and lock the door behind [para walang disturbo. smiles]. She was there in front of me . We’re just inches away from each other. I could feel her warmth and her breath with every word she utters. Those cute little cherry-red lips which feels like telling me to draw more closer and closer . . . and . . . Ooops! Wake up, Justin! Oh God! Why those lips are made so tender?

I always look forward to spending more time with her (only with her), that even around a lot of company I still flawlessly manage to find a way to reserve the back seat of the tricycle for the two of us on our ride back to the dorm. I was never absent whenever there are stress-relieving-happy-treats at OMPS with our friends, or asunset-watching-picnic at OWL. Sitting beside her just feels no less than heaven. Konti nalang at magkalapit na ang mga kamay namin. I just need to find an excuse to hold them. Think! Quick! I just can perfectly imagine the two of us holding hands together. That would be so damn great! I swear I would never let go. Sometimes, I can’t help myself to steal some moments with those late afternoon walk on our way back to the dorm. Imagine the agony I’m feeling when she’s already walking beside me then the cool afternoon breeze suddenly blows her shiny black hair accidentally brushing my face. Oh yeah! Thank you to this flirt wind for making me realize that a heavenly maiden is with me, and she’s only beside me, not into me. That beautifully tasted scent of her, it just takes my breath away.

Because of these things, it made me ask questions like should I learn to throw in the towel, move on and forget what I am feeling? I was confused emotionally. It even brought me to a point where I have to decide whether or not to stay in my present relationship. It was so sickening, upsettingly emotional. It gave me doubts about our relationship. This was a decision not to be taken too lightly. I am so sorry for having sudden unpredictable change. It is human nature. It is not wrong. Right, boys? Oh God, help me.

Even though I hate to admit this, sometimes, friends should never become couples. Dammit. After looking at things thoughtfully, I just decided that we would be more loving as friends. This was not a failure for me. She was just a test. We were just not meant to be. This was just a way for me to learn how to discipline myself and know the borderline between fidelity and cheating. Most of all, I should not show an exaggerated response to these thrills of attraction and conclude right away for I am about to lose the chance to think gently. Who knows? It might be just a false alarm.

Balay Lampirong? It is not just a place where you can find a family. For some, it could be a place where you can feel the temptation and weakening of your will power. It could be a place where you feel the inclination to do something you should stave off. It is a perfect place to test your virtues as a human being. How about you? Do you have morality when it comes to sexual relations? We will see. I hope you will never get caught. Good luck boys.